i wonder. i wonder too much. i wonder too much no good. i wonder too much no good have to stop.

 

2 things this morning made my day before going for MPW paper ltr!
Yam: ” Ytd i nap at 11 then i told my mom to wake me at 12. 1230 i woke den i asked my mum y she nv wake me up. den she say i alr woke at 1145 and i came out of my room den she ask me why i so early wake and i went back to room. after that i went back to lie on bed and fell aslp. my bro came into my room and say Walau still slping. Den u now wat i reply him. i say no la cos ASSETS MINUS LIABILITIES. my brother donno wad i talking about”

(Fang asked to send an ordered dress to my house and i told her noprob but will only be able to pass to her on 13th)

Fang: ” actly no rush u can even wear it first until i ask u to return bac. MY WARDROBE JUST BROKE n my mom  got so pissed she say no more clothes im hiding the maxi dress now”

 

hahahahahahahahaha

talked more with didi this week (:

i really need to do MA MS and MPW well!

 

 

CHIONG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

honestly, he’s still so pretty! hahahaha!

at least the picture diverted me from the memory of you,
makes me feel much better to be able to slip away from thoughts of you

ok i cant slp, i shall mug with all my motivation left tonight!

i don’t know why i always enjoy doing these sort of things for people,

its funny how when you feel their happiness you’ll feel great too (:

hope i have time to finish my mpw tonight though!

i’m happy :D

annateo accompanied me for a run at yishun stadium on Tues evening
ahteo mentioned about me and meixin complaining about SMU how much we didnt like it
but actually, thinking about it now, i don’t think i regret coming this office-like-school
because if i didn’t come, i wouldn’t have met great people, really really.

Am typing  this now cause i’m feeling really thankful to the people around me suddenly.
Was feeling quite lost a moment ago until Serene smsed me the smile (:

When i stepped into the school in year one, i really didn’t like it because from the camps, all i see are people whom i can’t clique with.
they’re more of the drinking and clubbing or those friends whom make use of each other and it’s amazing to see that they didn’t mind such friendships

I thought oh dear, i can’t seem to stick with my friends like fang and meixin in SMU because of the very working lifestyle SMU has incorporated. I had wished i was in NTU where i could experience the jc kind of life along with hostel fun and there were friends i can clique with like cyrus stella and liyi. Or at least NUS where fen and yanling would be. Lucky me, i didn’t have to wait too long to find nice friends and friends who are really helpful and are never once using each other. Love that fact about them (:

i don’t think they read this blog. but this isn’t meant to be known to them anw, just wanted to express my feelings in SMU. Friends like Serene, who always comes to my marketing rescue, ccl who always will be around for mods i really can commit suicide for, dom who always had extra information from his wide contacts, and of course without SMU i wouldn’t be able to know new friends whom i know i can forge close bonds with in future. it’s amazing i even had a monday clique, a mugging clique, and lovable girls from my mpw group (:

i’m so lucky (:

although i still don’t like SMU’s teaching system, i know it’s beneficial (as they claim so),  and I wouldn’t have had a student life as interesting to ponder about in future without these people.

i dreamt about someone like you and i woke up realizing i was tearing.

this is the second time i had a nightmare in my entire life;
and the second time without a happy ending in my dreams.

i’m glad there were friends in my nightmare to save me.

SMU’s SOE has this poster that says,

” Men spent half of their lives ogling at women”

And here’s mine,

“Boys spend a large part of their lives making girls cry”

 

i totally agree with jo that it’s not a good time for relationships in Uni, very mafann

wishes all families would at least live in harmony regardless of race, religion or gender.

i really hope things will get better for her and that she’d tide through this period.

oh dear,,,

i’m getting less cool/man as i grow up, why become so girl? haha. this is weirddd.

sometimes its good to clear things up, that’s when you both know you mattered much to each other (:

mugmugmugmugmug

i want to play!
SOON.
jiayou friends!

wth happened to you neoyuannshan!

can’t even run 30 mins well!

how to achieve your aim like that!

wheres the motivation and determination you once had!

don’t blame on the ankle!

It is your own mind that couldn’t make it happen!

i want to find back the enjoyment in running, like i used to.
much as i need, i don’t want to depend on an external motivator..